I used to have so many faults. Now I only have two. Everything I say and everything I do.

WHat is happing to me? this isnt the girl i want to be

People are excepting me to fail and give up....i cant let them see its true im not strong enough

I cant figure myself out anymore... everday i think about commiting suicide it would be so much easer. but i need to hold on for people that care

Even if it means just grinding by
hanging on by the very thin thread you've got left to hold on to
your hear today
and you made it through
and your gunna continue to make it through
just like you always do
i believe in you.

You are my nameless scar inside.

You're running out of time,
But you don't know what to do with the minutes in your hands.

It all will end, whether its depression or life

Writing doesn't even block out my bad thoughts
Now my heart sits numbly as my body rots
Death crosses my mind countless times
Because of my sadness my wrists are covered with lines

Why did he choose me?
he could of had anyone?
what makes me special?
i always thought i was worthless.