I can't over think it...
It keeps pulling me down.

Sometimes it gets too much to bare, sometimes i just can't take it. So i look inside and try to find, the strength i have to fake it.

Sometimes I laugh so hard that I can barely breathe
even though all I want to do is cry

I screamed, I screamed so loud
yet no one heard a sound

People say that you will get through hard times.
But what if you don't? what happens?

Loneliness is the most painful torture.

Life is a series of painful events and few happily ever afters

Slipping from the rope and
losing track like a broken cassette or ripped,
punctured flower.
i am not choosing to slip,
i am deciding to fall.

When I scream
Do you hear me?
I guess not
or else you'd be here right now
Making sure I don't drown

Tomorrow is never better
It only gets worse