She smiles with all that she has left
Yet tears are left undried
& Though she's got so much to say
She bottles it up inside
If you look past her broken eyes
To a shadow no one sees
A disguise so you won't recognize
The girl is really me..

There's this girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
&& sometimes I wish I did
There is a story in her eyes
lullabies && goodbye
When she's looking back at me
I can tell she's hurting inside

Why do I even open my mouth? You're just gonna be mad.

I apologize but I'm going to go now
Before I start to cry.
Don't be mad.
You of all people don't deserve to be mad.

Im now have everything i ever wanted.. y do i still want to die so bad??? i dont understand

I can't over think it...
It keeps pulling me down.

Sometimes it gets too much to bare, sometimes i just can't take it. So i look inside and try to find, the strength i have to fake it.

Sometimes I laugh so hard that I can barely breathe
even though all I want to do is cry

I screamed, I screamed so loud
yet no one heard a sound

People say that you will get through hard times.
But what if you don't? what happens?