I feel like I'm a million miles away from myself more and more these days.

I'll never be the same again.

Cause in each teardrop a weakness shows
And behind weakness pity grows
MY POEM::KEEP MOVING

Im so messed up my psych. said "oh well"

Am I the only one failing at life?

What do you do when everything turns to shit?
And you want to end your life because of it?

"I want to be left alone, but at the same time I don't..."

"Everyone needs to cry for the tears will wash away all the imperfections so you can see the world for what it really is."

I tell you I'm not the same
i tell you I've changed
You tell me it's all in my head
you tell me I'm the same as always
how come you can't look me in the eyes when you say it
you don't want me to see the truth your hiding when your looking away

I hear a car pull up and my heart skips a beat
could it be you actually came to see
what was i thinking you never come
why would today be any different from any other day
i just got my hopes up just to be let down again