I kno i need to trust and let go, i need to stop thinking that i always no whats best for me, I just dont kno anymore

Lost and insecure, you found me
lying on the floor, surrounded
whyd you have to wait?
where were you?
just a little late...

Where were you when everything was falling apart?

&* ii should be dead,
No more breath in my lungs.
Should've pulled the trigger,
But ii didn't have the guts...

I'm giving you all the signs
Open your windows and remove the blinds

So this is odd;
The painful realization that has all gone wrong.
&& nobody cares at all.

I will disappoint you.
I am everything I wish I wasn't,
&& nothing, I say I am

You bite your lip;
You keep pretending that you're made of stone.
You never let it show,
But darling, everybody knows.

What if you've lost all your old reasons to live?

I like to turn the music up loud enough that it drowns out my thoughts.