I'm giving you all the signs
Open your windows and remove the blinds

So this is odd;
The painful realization that has all gone wrong.
&& nobody cares at all.

I will disappoint you.
I am everything I wish I wasn't,
&& nothing, I say I am

You bite your lip;
You keep pretending that you're made of stone.
You never let it show,
But darling, everybody knows.

What if you've lost all your old reasons to live?

I like to turn the music up loud enough that it drowns out my thoughts.

I want someone to take it all away. I want God to take me away.

I can't sleep because I know when I wake up, it's all going to be the same, nothing's going to change.

What happens when the one person that made you really happy, breaks your heart and makes you so depressed you can't find a way out?

Why did I cut, you ask. Because it feels so damn good to feel alive.