No. I'm not okay.

You know what i want you to do? look in the mirror and tell yourself you're beautiful, because honey, you're gorgeous.
out of this world, i'm telling you. and i never want you to doubt that, never.

"do you ever have feelings of not measuring up?" they ask me "do you ever feel like your not good enough?" inside i say, failure is my life.

I took your words for truth,
I believed in every lie.
So tell me now, what do I do,
now that I want to die?
*from my new poem What Do You Do When You Want To Die?*

You can't help those that are already too far gone, so why are you still here next to me?

As humans fall so do angels

Written 14-5-2008

With each drop I am slowly fading away

Written 29-4-2008

With these teardrops on my pillow
I give my final goodbye

Written 21-4-2008

Don't tell me everything that everything will be alright, or that things will turn out okay. Because as long as I'm here and this never ending spiral of bad luck continues, I will never be happy, or alright again.

If you love me, you'll let me go.