I see myself in the mirror and ask myself "Have I seen you before?"...I dont look alive in the mirror, just a reflection of death...and its a reflection of me...

My tears dont look real to me anymore...

Cheer up, wipe your damp eyes and tell me when it rains...

"I figure I couldn't have everything, but at least if anything I could have you..."

"I still believe I can't be saved" -- Smashing Pumpkins

And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders, Family and Friendships in crisis that only grow colder

When you try to speak
But you make no sound
And the words you want are out of reach
But they've never been so loud

Oblivion keeps calling - he's living three doors down these days.

When I say:

"I'm okay"

I want someone to look in my eyes and say:

"Tell me the truth."

No one knows the truth behind the scars that decorate my skin...