Most days i can fool people by wearing a fake smile
but some days i don't have the strength to fake it and no one seems to notice

Sadness Succumbs To My Life,
The Self-Pity I Feel, I Have Put My Body Through Hell. Trying to find Salvation. Trying to find, Redemption. Trying To, Live.

Things are moving that shouldn't be moving, my vision is shifting from dark to light, I can't breath and my heart beat is racing, what's going on? what's happening to me?

Take these wounds.take my pride.theres so much of me i have to hide. the sadness hidden behind my eyes. my smile lies.

"Why can't you understnad me!"

"Because i don't care enough to"

?!~it slowly fades to black?!~

The god honest truth..
i cant stop thinking about you
my heart breaks everytime i see you
but i know soon enough i wont have anything left to break the pain will fade with the next couple visits

Please Tell Me, It Will All Be Alright, Lie To My Face. Make The Pain Go Away,

I've fallen so far from grace, each day just like a slap in the face. Will time allow me to climb out of this place?

Every inch of me aches and burns. I'm not okay, there's the honest truth. I don't remember what it's like to not hurt... but I know in the morning I'll close my eyes, take a deep breath, push everything away, and pretend nothing can touch me.