She hides it behind a smile
she hides it behind a laugh
she hides it though it hurts her
she hides it on their behalf

So here it goes again

another mark to the collection

another f**king face i need to erase

you wont ever understand
because to you

these kisses...

they wont mean a thing

I just want to make you happy.. I'm so little and filled with so much pain. I give up.. I just can't do this anymore.
I cut myself, I drink & I'm gonna start smoking weed.
I love you but I know enough to never tell on you.
I'm sorry.......

I try to blend into the
world around me, but oil
will never mix with water.
I will never belong here.

I'm sorry for being defensive; I'm just tired of being let down.

I'm sorry my eyes contain tears; I'm just remembering how I used to believe in love.

But if your heart doesn't fall my way
Please know i wanted you to stay
Its lonely on my own

I can't smile when i know i am forgotten.

I can fake a smile when i need to but being happy when i need to is a problem

The desperation in her voice, could make your heart crumble

Your a cold, empty poisonous smile..
i watch you, youve turned into everything you hate

touch.... arms are folded, holding, pushing gluing..

keeping all my broken shards together

* from my poem 'everyone loves a f**cking tragedy'