On a mind f**cking merry go round

everything's a whispered sound

She tells me how it goes;
like a scratched skipping song in her head
how she's feeling so wound up
how his scent still coats her bed

Life isn't like candy, it's not all that sweet.

I feel like I'm drowning in the ocean, in the middle of a storm. My air is running out ... and in the few seconds that I manage to pull my head out of the water ....there is no shore.

Scars may fade but the memories never go away.

Story of my life: I am so self-destructive, I turn solutions into problems. Everything I touch, I ruin. I'm Midas in reverse.

Daddy, please stop making me sleep with these men I don't know. I know you need money but you shouldn't be selling your daughter and giving me some of the money. I DON'T WANT IT..

I can't be who you are.

Sometimes we just want to forget
& Sometimes we just regret
But sometimes we remember
And sometimes we cherrish
either way our choices stay with us
& either way our memories remain
So think before you act
Cuz it will never go away.

I feel the cold metal hit my skin. I run it across my wrist again.