I kinda feel like my life is like Jack and Jill, but without the Jack, and without getting back up again

..i just wish people can see my heart crying everytime they see my face smiling.. : (

..why pretend to smile?.why pretend to laugh?.why pretend to love?.why pretend to live?.am badly dead inside.. : (

When the world around u falls apart, your stuck on the stone u were standing on before it broke, and from there you only hope the last little bit dosent fall apart too

This time i dont know if im making a good dision but look at me im so unhappy i need to change

Its like watching my life from a distance and everyone distroying it

What would you do if the world gave up on you?

..they always say "everybody deserves second chance"..why is it so impossible for me to have it?.can anybody tell me how it feels to have one?.: (

..people say with love comes pain..why do I have to love so much?.

I just want this all over with, i just want a normal life or somewhat happy