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& why do I have to put myself in YOUR shoes when you sure as hell won't ever do the same for me? |
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I could cry. I really could right now. Fortunately or not, I'm anesthetised by emotions I'm dying to feel. |
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So many things I'm wishing I could do something about yet all I just want is somebody to hold me and say it's alright; my heart is really breaking. I do not know just how much more I can hold on to before letting go. |
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Everytime I see myself, there's always something wrong with me... |
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You can't damage my feelings when bits of my heart are already lying on the floor, being stepped on, unnoticed by you... |
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I feel like I'm living the life of an adult, going through the problems of an adolescent, while being stuck with the mentality of a child. |
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I lost my temper, I wish I didn't. I just wish I wasn't here, wasn't breathing, wasn't alive, buried six feet under, dead, unmoved, not listening, in hell, burning... |
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It's not a "need" to be antisOcial... |
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I was doing nothing, wasn't even thinking. And when I realised that, I found the silence deafening. |
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I never meant to do any of this, but I always get caught up in it. I'm sorry. I really am. Please forgive me. |