You said u will alwayz be here.. well were r u...Im sorry i cant do this anymore nobody cares.... everythingz changing and i cant keep up

So this is it. You get to walk away with a smile on your face while I walk away with a story I can't even think about without crying.

Every morning i get up and make sure i have tht fake smile tht only just touches mi eyes and all day it take every ounce of strength i have to keep that smile there on mi face jst so people will think eveyrthings allright and im not breaking to peices!

To lose one is to gain another
be to keep pain just is not worth it.

It can only get better from here..

It hurts being slammed into rock bottom over, and over, and over again.

I see those picture perfect moments,
That never seem to contain me.

& he says "breathe".

He holds the rope,
pulls it tighter.
Your arms and legs are bound.

Your loosing all hope,
your body feels lighter,
he's got you half dead on the ground.

& he still says "breathe".

In seven days, God created the world.
And in seven seconds, I shattered mine.

I wish I could start over; fix the things I've messed up. Say the sorries I need to. Patch up the broken hearts, and changed the problems I've caused. I wish it was so simple as a wish, but I know it's not.

It never is.