I fought this battle and I made it this far
I got a few more feet
but it still the longest yard

Im so sorry i cant hold on any longer, its like everyone is against me, to much is expected and im falling apart again

Her mothers dissappointment
haunts her in her sleep
being pregnant at sixteen,
wow did she get herself into something deep

Please mom y r u doing this to me? u want me know y? your distroying me

My bodys telling me to give up that its done the fight, im not taking my medicen i just wish i was to sick to survive im so un happy

They tell me to hold on, What am i holding on to

Drinking, cutting, crying i want so little but it means so much, i just want something to last

I know were i belong but no one will listen i just want to go back to that other program

These last couple of days im falling apart. i am quiet then nobody will know except me. I want to be with all the other kids i want to belong i am getting to weak. im giving up

I am here waiting.. waiting for that day were i can be happy... waiting for that day were something will mean foreva..