The sorrow in my heart won't go away =(

"I read these only to know that im not alone..."

I've written until ink stained my hands, my body numb, and yet I find myself still lost.

You said, oh, girl, it's a cold world
when you keep it all to yourself.
I said, you can't hide on the inside
all the pain you've ever felt.

I've changed my mind so much,
I can't even trust it.
My mind changed me so much,
I can't even trust myself.

So go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin
and drink yourself to happiness.
I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.

YOU KNOW IT'S SAD WHEN YOUR DREAMS ARE BETTER THAN REALITY :(

"Its as if im stuck in the past, being a shadow of myself...as time moves forward, it feels like I have been left behind."

"It's better to burn out than fade away."
Kurt Cobain

You can't blame then for not hearing your silent words