It's hard to answer the question,
- what's wrong?- when nothings right.

I've Cried Before Sadness Ever Hit
I'm A Sinner Before I Sin
I Died Before Death Came
I Laughed Before A Joke Was Told
I Was Mad Before My Friend Yelled At Me
You Cant Never Hurt Me, Because Ive Been Through Everything.

The tears i cry for you
arent drops of clear,
but rather, drops of red

Fobiden love... You can't help yourself. But you feelings grow stronger and you half to keep all your feelings in, hard to face the fact it's never going to happen.

The sorrow in my heart won't go away =(

"I read these only to know that im not alone..."

I've written until ink stained my hands, my body numb, and yet I find myself still lost.

You said, oh, girl, it's a cold world
when you keep it all to yourself.
I said, you can't hide on the inside
all the pain you've ever felt.

I've changed my mind so much,
I can't even trust it.
My mind changed me so much,
I can't even trust myself.

So go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin
and drink yourself to happiness.
I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.