The trick is just to keep breathing.

I NevAh thOuGht ii`D Be alOne ;
Well lOok At Me nOw .
SlEepLeSs NiGhtsz ; PaiiNFul GOoD-Byesz
whO Dha Hell waS ii KiDdinG !? =\

My mom & dad can team against me and make me feel bad and like i keep screwing up, but in the end im like this today becuz of them, only if they loved me only if they cared i would be so much different with me with my world

You never take that second to ask me whats wrong, U never spend even an hour with me, and all of the sudden you want me to stay with u????

Itz alwayz been just me, now he cares, just not about my feelings , my dad doesnt even know me

I am lost i have no family i have no were to go and i dont even have myself im so scared

Its funny dad how u want to help me know when u never did befor i dont need u. I dont know what itz like to have u care about me

Here alone I stand,
With no one by my side;
So holding no one's hand,
Myself I must find;

Whispers are calling out my name.. cant you hear them.. they're SCREAMING..

For a second I felt a sense of relief,
I thought I was getting better..
But it was just my mind playing tricks on me