Itz alwayz been just me, now he cares, just not about my feelings , my dad doesnt even know me

I am lost i have no family i have no were to go and i dont even have myself im so scared

Its funny dad how u want to help me know when u never did befor i dont need u. I dont know what itz like to have u care about me

Here alone I stand,
With no one by my side;
So holding no one's hand,
Myself I must find;

Whispers are calling out my name.. cant you hear them.. they're SCREAMING..

For a second I felt a sense of relief,
I thought I was getting better..
But it was just my mind playing tricks on me

Fake a smile so they wont see
The deadness in my eyes
Make them believe I'm happy
What a perfect disguise

Razor Blade Of Death && Sin
Cut My Wrists To Shreads
Drain The Pain From This Body
Let Me Lay To Rest

I always thought i was worthless.
i always thought no one cared.
i always thought i should just stop trying.
but now that you've AGREED with me..

i KNOW that it's true.

Everythings right
Till everythings wrong.
Everythings fine
Till every ones gone.