"Your only lying to yourself when you say you dont care..."

They always say, you learn from your mistakes and grow from them
but they never mention the cases that dont, the cases that never find their way...

She sees life in shades of gray,
She doesn't believe but continues to pray.
She won't make it, but won't stop trying,
She feels so alive, but knows she is dying.

I want to be happy but i can't because of my fear

Pretending is my best way to ignore my fear

Crying inside is more severe than crying outside

My fear is killing me slowly but i am still fighting

I'm ready to forget, but not to forgive

If love is what cures all pain, how do you cure the pain that love gives?

Slit my throat,
And slice my wrists,
I don't want to live my life