Pretending is my best way to ignore my fear

Crying inside is more severe than crying outside

My fear is killing me slowly but i am still fighting

I'm ready to forget, but not to forgive

If love is what cures all pain, how do you cure the pain that love gives?

Slit my throat,
And slice my wrists,
I don't want to live my life

Dont tell me not to cry, i have feelings and things are hurting

Im now leaving the only place were it felt safe and like a family, i dont know how i can survie, this is gonna turn into a suicide

They say time heals all wounds,
perhaps thats true,
but don't they know wounds becomes crusts?
and crust teares of.
Again and again.
And each time it's painful.

From my poem "They say time heals all wounds"

Drowing In My Lonliness
How Much Longer Must I Hold My Breathe??