Dont tell me not to cry, i have feelings and things are hurting

Im now leaving the only place were it felt safe and like a family, i dont know how i can survie, this is gonna turn into a suicide

They say time heals all wounds,
perhaps thats true,
but don't they know wounds becomes crusts?
and crust teares of.
Again and again.
And each time it's painful.

From my poem "They say time heals all wounds"

Drowing In My Lonliness
How Much Longer Must I Hold My Breathe??

SO DEPRESSED & LONELY
BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE SO
PHONY :(

Hurt Little Girl Sitting In The Corner
The Razorblade Whispers In Her Ear
"End It Now, No One Cares,
Why Are You Even Still Here??"

I don't want to belive,
so let me tell you more about the lies i live.

I watch with blured vision through eyes that swim in salty tears the blood sprays across my wrist as i fall broken to the floor
. . . =[

Pain is an illusion, death just the doorway

You made me feel so small, why do you think im afraide of you till this day......