"Go ahead"
"do it once more"
"Grab the knife,"
"and shut the door."

From my poem "vocie in my head"

"Life is PAIN get use to it."

Sometimes when I'm all alone, with my thoughts.
I cry..I cry because when im around my friends they never notcie how my eyes don't sparkle.
..my smile is too easily forgettable; it wasn't always that way.

Don't Hold My Hand if You're Going To Break My Heart...

Real eyes, realize, real lies

-°°°- Sometimes i feel like im dying so slowly to even catch a thing -°°°-

"I know I need help, but its hard to erase something like this when it's all you've ever known."

Desperately trying to escape a world of war, suffering, murder, violence and rape whereby money provides happiness and Im the crazy one?

& some times i just want to break down and cry for no reason at all...

When you smile, noone will relise there is something wrong x