Depression is worse then death, because there is no end

I'm so alone
So far from home

...I'm so lonely

I just want things to go back
To the way they were before
I wanna be happy again
I don't want to hurt anymore

xxFrom my poem "Confessions"xx

People ask if I'm okay..
So I fake this cute smile to get through my day.

[&] i close my eyes,
aand the flashback starts .

Sometimes I wish I would die under tragic circumstances while I'm still young, so people will remember me for everything I could have been, instead of growing older and failing to live up to the expectations set for me.

I fix my heart and put om my makeup

I don't know what to tell you anymore, I regret what I have done and I always say its in the past, it's all history I'll move on, but history for me keeps repeating itself and it kills.

I attempted to find this thing called 'happiness' but it just became another thing I failed at

The release the flow that heals the pain thats love