You don't understand why I can't breathe
Why I fall down everyday to my knees
Why I surrender to my pain
Why I won't go through this again

"Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense?
Well that is how i feel right now...
I feel like I'm facing everything on my own with nothing but tears and a fake smile..."

"And you couldn't possibly understand the pain i go through..."

"Can you see the pain my eyes secretly hide?..."

"I wish i was actually invisible like you make me feel, least that way no one could walk over me and treat me like dirt..."

People say life is what you make it

the real truth is its what life makes you

The depression hurts almost as bad as the words you said.

Real, is "fake reality" lied to.

The pain and insanity that everyone thinks it take
To drag a blade between the veins,
Is nothing compared to whats within,
When somebody decides to throw me away

From my poem "Throw Away"

And all I want is for today to end and tomorrow to never come.