I hate being leaved alone with my thoughts, someone please come save me. I wish there was someone out there that could do such thing.

After staying clean for so long I cut. Only this time it was worse

I told myself to throw away
The memories of you that I still keep
Seeing you loving her everyday
I just can't make myself fall asleep

Why did I have to f**k up...I'm so retarded... now I have to live will myself...even tho all I wanna do is die... I've tried 3 times in the last month...I can't anymore..

Blood looks so much better staining my skin then on the inside...

I am so blissfully numb.

Forever waiting...endless weeping...eternally sleeping.

I'm not doing so well.
Was I ever?
I don't feel so swell.
I can't go on like this.

Please, someone take this pain away. I can't take it anymore.

Please take away this pain.