I wish I had a real excuse...

I feel like I've lost a part of myself. Somehow.. I've let her down. I was suppose to be there..this was never suppose to happen. The life I see before me..just doesn't seem real when I don't know if she's safe...or if I'll ever see her again.

I can't stand the pain& I can't make it go away.

If tears could build a stairway
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home.

Maybe... Maybe we aren't supposed to be happy... :'(

* I look into ur eyes and I see a love that is very much still there, but no longer radiant and alive... *

* Every move and every action u make, I interpret ... every sms and every word i suspect ! *

Life is choices , and I chose not to live.

Ill break these piggy banks for all the lucky pennies, cause lord knows i need the change

Im wasting away.
One lonely day at a time..