"Little child, looking so pretty, come out and play, I'll be your Daddy. Innocent child, looking so sweet, a rape in my eyes and of your flesh I'll eat."

"Falling through this space in time, buried in this hurt of mine. Falling slowly like a dream, falling through a world unseen."

Oneday I'll wear my scars as a badge of honor.... I can't wait for that day

I miss my BESTFRIEND.... and NO human being will ever understand how ALIVE it made me feel.

I wish I had a real excuse...

I feel like I've lost a part of myself. Somehow.. I've let her down. I was suppose to be there..this was never suppose to happen. The life I see before me..just doesn't seem real when I don't know if she's safe...or if I'll ever see her again.

I can't stand the pain& I can't make it go away.

If tears could build a stairway
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home.

Maybe... Maybe we aren't supposed to be happy... :'(

* I look into ur eyes and I see a love that is very much still there, but no longer radiant and alive... *