* We all say "i can't take it anymore" but then we start again falling in the same story *

I've come to far to lose it all
To slip to fall
Just one time
Just one line
Just one more time

about my addiction. I've been sober for a while though. I just think about drugs A LOT still!!!

Hero of my own humiliation

I see your pretty face, smashed against the bathroom floor. What a disgrace, who do I feel sorry for?

Are you ready for a good pounding, baby?

I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me.

"Little child, looking so pretty, come out and play, I'll be your Daddy. Innocent child, looking so sweet, a rape in my eyes and of your flesh I'll eat."

"Falling through this space in time, buried in this hurt of mine. Falling slowly like a dream, falling through a world unseen."

Oneday I'll wear my scars as a badge of honor.... I can't wait for that day

I miss my BESTFRIEND.... and NO human being will ever understand how ALIVE it made me feel.