I wanted to smile but i could'nt
i wanted to cry but i could'nt
i wanted to feel and guess what i could'nt

My life is like a horrible nightmare, that i just can't wake up from...

With depression, you almost have to close your eyes against the good days because the light hurts.

Walking on by with tears in my eyes and a destroyed mind but do you stop to see what makes a grown man cry?

Boy are you blind??If you're not, why can't you see me loving you?

I try to believe you
when you say it will be fine,
but past memories tell me
its all a one big lie.

The cold seeps in
The warmpth seeps out

Hard times are the ones you always want to forget.
but everyone forgets that they are the times that bring true friends closer together

Secrets that are left unsaid are secrets that tear you up inside and make you feel hatered and despare like you never have felt. Secrets are unspoken lies that hide until questioned. Secrets are silent killers. Never let a secret hold you down.

I pity all who thought that true love is only in dreamz, they breathe its breeze only while being asleep....it really hurts, but um one of them:(:(