Im trying so hard , i cant try any harder, im starting to fall again and this time i cant do it on my own

It doesnt matter what people say, i know me the best and i just dont care what they tell me

As I am going toward suicide i try to pull away and keep trying but i cant do this on my own , everyone will relize when im dead they should of listened to me

Sometimes life's not fair
and most of the time you have to deal with it
but sometimes the best way is to put a gun to your head and not deal with it at all

Im just the girl standing in the background of all the happy people

Trying way to hard to get you to like me
but apparently im not trying hard enough

Im trying WAY to hard to get you to see
trying SO much harder pretending its not hurting me

Maybe I'm to strong
to end my life
or maybe I'm so much a coward
I can't to do it

I want to be happy but there are still people want to put me down. they dont want to appreciate your strengths. they like to emphasize your weakness.

I feel no one loves me because i am blind