Im trying WAY to hard to get you to see
trying SO much harder pretending its not hurting me

Maybe I'm to strong
to end my life
or maybe I'm so much a coward
I can't to do it

I want to be happy but there are still people want to put me down. they dont want to appreciate your strengths. they like to emphasize your weakness.

I feel no one loves me because i am blind

You could just picture him whispering, Bah humbug. the way his eyes looked at the withering grapes, his body slumped over in loves bitter defeat.

& We will all leave this earth the same way we entered... Naked and Alone!

I say when I am alone in the corner of the classroom "If I could be accepted everything I am and have at least one good friend that loves me for a couple of a days. And then when the time is up I would give up on my life."

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Trying to hold my head /\ HIGH and keep myself from drowning.
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& At this moment right now... I'm

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Completely A P A R T

A blue rose crying
In a red stained color
A little girl bleeding
Lost in her pain