And all I could do was smile and say I am fine, and he never saw through the charade till I died.

I'm sorry for the person i have become. I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change. I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again because who i am hates who i have been.

rate PLEASE :(

I carved a broken heart in my hand
So I couldn't forget that no one loved me.

Ek mukammal kashmakash hai zindagi,
Usnai hum se ki kabhi na dosti,
Jab mili mujhko aansoo ke woh tohfe degai,
Has sake hum aise mokai kam diyai,
Zindagi ne zindagi bhar gham diyai.......

"Today is the day that I'll stop crying."
It's easy to say when you've perfected lying.

A cut with a knife might soothe the pain
but its not going to work out all of life's difficulties hold your head up high and dont think your worthless your special, everyone is.

Where is my life heading? before i had a life all planned and in my sight, but now it all disappared, and now all i see is a faint memory, and i take unsure steps.
Sept 20/08

Everyone keeps telling me negative and telling me that they hate me. Even if its a lie, it still is the truth to me.

You tell me I have attitude and you hate me.
Why should I stay around and be alive?

Tears are like petals of a beautiful flower
they can be beautiful but full of pain