Where is my life heading? before i had a life all planned and in my sight, but now it all disappared, and now all i see is a faint memory, and i take unsure steps.
Sept 20/08

Everyone keeps telling me negative and telling me that they hate me. Even if its a lie, it still is the truth to me.

You tell me I have attitude and you hate me.
Why should I stay around and be alive?

Tears are like petals of a beautiful flower
they can be beautiful but full of pain

Are some of us built weaker than others? Or do we we let our thoughts overwhelm us?

It's easier to say you don't care.
I do it every day, pretending your words can't hurt me.
Pretending I can overcome any dare.
I''ll never let you inside, you don't deserve the key.

I pretend to act numb, not reacting to your words, not running from your abuse and neglect, but inside, the damage is irreversible.

As hard as it may be to hide our problems, there will be one person you can confide in because we have this faint and false belief that if the world hears, it'll somehow work itself out, but we're sadly mistaken.

I think I just died a little.

Lie with her for a little time, as she isn't what she seems at first.