Knowing that i hurt you makes me sick to my stomach.

Your Harsh words cut deep inside me like a sharp blade. I try to keep myself together as i walk away.

Dead in her mind
And cold to the bone
She opened her eyes
And realized she was alone

Living in a world that says its wrong to be different.

You touch my body but you never touch my heart.

So beautiful.
So fragile.
A porcelain doll on a shelf.
One little push and she'll break into a thousand pieces.

Innocence and perfection
Though it is not as it seems,
Those who hide memories deep
Are the ones with haunting dreams

^^From poem

Crying cant be an answer for me, so I'm forced to put on a smile.

She finally let go of the platic smiles and sewn up hearts, the tears stained her face and she whispers
"i swear ... i dont want to be me anymore"

This is not OK...
I can't live this way!