Innocence and perfection
Though it is not as it seems,
Those who hide memories deep
Are the ones with haunting dreams

^^From poem

Crying cant be an answer for me, so I'm forced to put on a smile.

She finally let go of the platic smiles and sewn up hearts, the tears stained her face and she whispers
"i swear ... i dont want to be me anymore"

This is not OK...
I can't live this way!

My life it seems is passing me by,
Tonight I fall asleep with tears in my eyes.
Each coming day the same as the last,
I seem to have no future, and some how no past!

I cannot im so weak,,,

She longed for blindness and igorance, for she now realized that if she herself saw or recognized anything, it would have to be exposed for discission, however shameful, fearful or ugly it may be...
---From the Novel, I Never Promised you a Rose Graden.

The question, "Do you need help?" Is another way of saying, "I feel sorry for you."

"sometimes its better for the two(2) people to go on separate ways, so they can grow up...."

I CAN'T TRUST THE CLOSEST THING TO ME,
(MY HEART)