MY FAVORITE SLEEP AID IS TEARS :-(

Just whisper, don't make a sound
Don't want the world to know the truth
You've been broken and abused...

By one of my favorite bands "FlyLeaf"
Song: Amy says

I wanna be there for you, but how can I be there when you push me away!

Im like a shadow in the shade, ALWAYS there but NEVER seen!!

Life isnt nothing to look forward to!! if you dont have that special something to live for??!

* The offender never forgives.... *

Through the silent tears collapsing down my face I pray!

I would never kill myself...physical pain is how I cope to cover the emotional pain...if I'm a ghost emotional pain will be all that I'm left with.

She can always escape her depression with music.

But her depressions always creeps up on her, and hits her at full force, making her break down more.

Im slowly dying inside tonight,
Watch me fade & waste away
and out of sight.