I am paranoid because i have no trust.

Everything is unsure when you dont give your trust.

" losing you is like losing days of life when your not by my side. but not having you is something i'll have to remember for the rest of my life. "

" i can't help but think about the past instead of thinking about ways to let you go. "

" if you can just tell me your happy, i will be happy too. "

" at times i just want to release my emotions, and instead of smiling, i can cry, and instead of not saying anything, to say everything i feel inside. but than again, i stay quiet & let the music speak the truth. "

As time goes by,
I'll be sitting in my room
each night and cry.

It's better to kill than to feel,
To die than to cry,
To let go than to hold on.

----->*Abuse stops here!*<-----

'SMACK'
(I don't want to go back)

-from my poem "He Loves Me... Right?"