&& all the lies hiden under fake smiles

And so life happened...

And Life Has Torn Me Apart

"We're all waiting for something"

Please God, show me the way to a better life, for i'm falling apart at your feet...

I live my life to be in pain,
to lose control and to lose all hope.

WHY.....?

I'll paint you a picture.
a picture with a twist.
The pencil will be the razor.
and the paper is my wrist.

And if i paint correctly
A red fountain appears.
To wipe away my thoughts.
And wash away my fears.

"some one shoot me in the head, tear out my heart and let me live"

Gravedigger when you dig my grave could you make it shallow so that I can feel the rain...