A girl to sad to give a f ck

I am just a girl with sad memories from the past, pain that's always going to last, always crying, forever trying, inside dying, and sometimes lying. What else can I do?

It's the only way to survive.
I am not worth your pain.

A lie is a lie until you tell it so much it becomes the truth
The truth isn't the truth when it's the lie you've told
I've made myself into the impossible puzzle
Since no one has all the pieces, Including myself, No one can see the big picture.

Why is it that when you pour your heart out no one seems to care.

Talk about the future & no one will see the present, what is right in front of them...they will be ignorant, till death departs thee.

Gorgeous eyes shine suicide

Behind my eyes a sad girl cries

Behind my smile is everything you will never understand

As i stand here alone with tears in my eyes knowing the only way to make you happy is to leave

Its the terror of knowing what this world is about. Watching a good friend scream, let me out...