Sometimes I wish I wasnt so good at hiding how I really feel.

Not all scars show
not all wounds heal
Sometimes you just cant see
The pain someone is feeling

I wish I could go to school without this makeup and feel beautiful but then everyone will see the mess of scars on my face. And see the smile is broken

As i lay on the floor, slowly dying, choking on my own blood, i can vaugely make out your smiley face, thankyou for stabbing me in the neck as i get to die seeing a smile on your face :)
Thanks for all the pain, you truly are a friend.

Why do you have to be so fricken perfect,
that every guy you meet, falls in love with you :(

The sight of your blood, calms my nerves, when i watch you suffer, it makes my heart chukle, the pain in your eyes, brings tears of joy in my eyes, the day you'll die will be the day i'll smile...............

I look to see what made me so sad, and all i see is you and what you caused

These tears are falling faster than ever,
but no body sees them.

" Lonely lifetime broken dreams.......in my mind silent screams"

Sometimes I don't remember why I'm still alive,
But this depression is getting harder to survive.
What can I do to get out, out of this dark hole?
To escape this sweet depression is my only goal.