Nothing is more painful then that one moment you realize....things are not going to be back to the way it use to be

Hey i just got back from a third world country and had the expirences of my life. it was a life changing trip and i will never be the same. check out some of my new poems it would mean alot!!
-Hilary

NO BODY CAN FORBID A HEART BROKEN GUY TO ENJOY THE LAST 10 MINUTES OF WRISTT CUTTING SUICIDE X ms S <3

She just doesn't feel worthy enough to tell anyone her feelings.

My SOUL is lonely, because its infatuated with my HEART who is protective because its been torn apart by my EMOTIONS who have been played with by my MIND who is confused because it cant find my lonely SOUL.

Come on now, take my hand
I can only save you if you let me.
Dont be afraid, I won't let go
Just give me something to hold on to.

I'd like to give up
But my heart won't die
It just breaks even more

You dont wana no me i dont even wana no myself

I dont do it to hurt them, i do it to show them how much they hurt me.
i do it to bleed.
just to feel something.

I can't go any further down this love road and get my heart broken again..