Yet another sad and lonely night spent drowning in tears and wasted hopes and wishes. </3

Laughing and smiling instead of crying,
and acting like its all fine,
but secretly wishing some one would say,
please just take off your mask

Do not blame me for my hatered someone else made me bitter its not my fault so jude me not so many ppl judge but none are perfect

I found it sad when i discovered,
that the day i was the happiest,
was the day i didnt wake up at all

I find certaint things comferting,
one, that you exist
two, that i do to
three, that its your fault for loving someone else, not mine.

The saddest feeling i've ever had?
waking up, and realizing i still exist.

I thought I got away, but it was just a dream.
Cause as always when I open my eyes,
your standing over me. So that must mean, I am still me, and I am still here.
I really hate that dream

There's nothing but loneliness in my eyes.

I... am nothing.

94 pounds today, and I still feel so fat. What's wrong with me?