I hate the cuts upon my arm and that just causes more self harm...

I go through each day with a smile that's maybe broken or true but i guess it's a start let's just say when the day ends and night shines, tears rolling down from fragile eyes... it's the words i couldnt say to everyone

&& she said stop rite there i blame u mom for brings this guy into me and my sisters life cant u c how hes making us feel

Leave them before they leave you
dont meet anyone new or youll just hurt them too- runs through my head every day

She yells and crys, Please DOnt Go , but no one seems to hear her

* When u have time, have a sit and reflect on family matters coz this is d last thing n ur busy life u think of it seldom ... *

Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.

You make yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole
And convince yourself thats the reason
You don't see the sun anymore

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
You can't always see
The pain someone feels.

Im gonna draw a picture. a picture with a twist. ill draw it with a razor blade. ill draw it on my wrist. as i draw this picture a fountian will appear. as this fountain flows my problems dissapear