What the point in trying, no-one would care to notice.

When will I be able to not have to roll over in bed, put my face against the cold wall, clasp my hands over my ears, grit my teeth, blink tears of frustration, screw my eyes shut in an attempt to ignore the fighting and war in the world?

Im lost and alone i cant trust anyone i have nothing

You changed me, You changed everything i knew, im so confussed, i cant understand

He left me here to handle everything on my own, I dont understand what everyone wants from me

You never know how much you are alone intill you look back and there no one there.

I held on as long as i could, I tryed my best, I just cant keep living with what i cant let go of

I know what will help me, I know what i need but no one wants to listen

I can feel me body shutting down and now im making no sound

The razor is my savior.. I need no one else.