Why do i live with so much pain
i feel more pain then anything
so much hate inside me
its ripped apart eating me up alive
i wish a can runway from me
and never come back but i cant

Unreal is well hidden....

The only reason I won't talk to you is because then I'll start crying and hurting, and I know it hurts you to see me hurt, and I can't let you feel the pain of the razor like I do.

Im falling.......but I cant let go.

I like walking in the rain
no one can see your tears

"The horse looks better then you!"
(Some one yelled that to me when I was riding my horse)

It's bad when your parents can't ground you from your friends because you don't have any.

How can your heart be broken if you've never been in love???

You know how you get cut accidentally? and then feel the guilt for enjoying the feeling? and then completely regretting it later?

Emotion is the cancer of your heart.
It's going to end you someday.
But it likes dragging it out,
Torturing your soul.
This is life, and cancer is the balance.

Pure evil, Sweet Justice, No Mercy.