You laugh at me and i laugh to,...,but deep down i want to cry.

I spent the weekend at the hospital and i was hoping they would just let me die

:'(:

just depends on how you see it...

And here i lay
starring up at the sky above me
wishing my soul could escape there
and leave my lifeless body
beneath me.

Because i love you im willing to take that chance of being hurt again

Her intentions fall to the floor, the angle closes her eyes, the confusion that was hers, belongs now, to the baby down the hall.

The confusion sets in befor the doctor can even close the door.

They who does not
UNDERSTAND
my silence
will probobly not
UNDERSTAND
my words

Pain doesnt hurt when you dont feel at all,
but how can you just sit, and watch it all happen?
im sick of screaming.

" All what I need from U is money and all what U need from me is Praising u all the time so I accept the deal MR.Dad"..