Behind the smile are the thousands tears you'll never see me cry.

I'm the girl that holds it all in
And regrets it all later..

Lost, the dark appearing, the light ceasing, what once was, now gone, whatever will be, we will never know

Laughter hides my fears
Smiles hide my tears
I don't know if it can change
Its been like this for years

Living in pain
Dieing in vain
For i am alone
In a world so cold
Dieing is my
Fantasy...

Every cut i make, isnt half as bad as the pain i feel that no one can see

Lets just pretend im invisable that way everything will hurt alot less

Daddy i need you, make me understand

Its funny how i know your cheating on me and i dont care as long as i get to be with you to. How is that?

You say you love me, You say you care but when i call you your not there