I wish I knew
What to do
About the pain
I'm going through

I'm lost inside myself. I'm trapped. I'm held captive by demons that tell me that killing myself would be a good thing.

You said that you loved me
yet you killed yourself
you told me you would never leave me
yet your not here
you said you would be there for me
yet your not
thanks for killing me

I'm done crying. I'm so sick of trying.

If I could change who I was do you think I'd still be this way?

Inside I'm a mess. Outside I'm hideous. There's no words to describe who I am as a person.

I lost my voice. I have no way to speak up for myself. I can't tell you how much it hurts.

I can only keep quiet for so long before I explode.

I should be used to the pain by now.

Beauty is in the blood I bleed