I decide i dont want to try anymore becuz there some stuff i need to handle first

She holds it all; in as she walks down
the long hallway, as they all stop & give
her sympathetic looks.. but she doesn't
want sympathy; SHE WANTS OUT

I'm either really good at hiding pain

or noone cares at all.

Why do we KILL people who KILL poeple
just to teach other poeple that KILLING poeple is bad?

cause then we'll have to KILL you for KILLING him or her.

I try to laugh about it cover it up with lies,
I try to laugh about it hiding the tears in my eyes....

i hope u like it

Go play in traffic
i dont like you

The pain only last till the numbness settles in

Shake me.
I can not feel at all.
Watch me.
As I slowly start to fall.
Kiss me.
And I swear I'll kiss you back.
Miss me.
As I fade into the black.

I hate people around me...They dont know how it hurts to be treated like this...!

It's hard to leave behind
The one thing that made me feel alive..