Im cutting so much i finally have control of something and it makes everything seem better

Why am everything im doing is wrong?

I SCREAM just to make sure Im still BREATHING.

I saw my friend last night, he told me he loved me, and everything would be ok i trusted him and now it just leaves me with more memories

I just want my mom to admit what she did to me my whole life

Hold me closer... or set me freee...

Would you look in my eyes and see what has become of me? And when you do, tell me, because I don't know......

Where can I run to get away from myself??? Where can I go where it feels like something is actually real again???

Words never can be erased...believe me I know! Words are the deepest cuts I have...

I would never wish this feeling on anyone.... even my enemies! No one should hate themselves as much as I do!!!!!!