Moments like this i wish he would be proud of me and stick by my side

Looking in the mirror, I see the skinny girl walking, walking far away from me

They asked me if i cut today, i shook my head no, when i did so much but i want to keep it to myself cuz i cant discribe the pain i feel

So this little razor blade and my wrist might speed up my life coming to a end

Daddy look into my eyes, daddy cant you see im dieing, I dont want to live if i dont have you

No one will ever understand me like my daddy does :( i love him so much and i wish he was here helping me fight this

I was always that girl that forgave him, i would always love him, I would try to make him smile when he cryed, and when he was high i tryed to give him all i had, now my daddys gone and i sit here all alone

Im giving up becuz my past hurts me so bad and i cant find answers and NO one undersands me

Tears are like words;

they have to come out sometime.

I am so tired of crying, I'm so tired of bleeding, I am so tired of this pain, I am done. I am sorry but I won't be here when you come home.