" Bad things happen in 4th"..

This insistant mind not allowing me peace
A shattered voice caused by lonely screams
A heart writhing in excruciating pain
as I fear you will look again...

How can I possibly be happy wiht myself?
With the body god has given me...
If I know he thinks their's are better?

I see through her act of innocence and strait to her manipulation. but no one else does, now i am being persecuted for standing up for myself when i know I'm right.

For me the worse pain is to be misunderstood,
i never show people my real face, just the one that has been worn down by years of abuse and they judge me on that alone.

I hate being made fun of, giving people that sense of power... but i hate recieving pity worse because i hate giving people that sense of sorrow.

Whenever i start eating chocolates its a sign that i was left unloved, unwanted and broken ='c

You made me felt like a little girl waiting for the wrong bus to arrive :'c

Are you down to your last cry like I am?

And the saddest part of this is,
he said he wasn't there for me,
he said it when I needed him most....