I'm living in a lifeless nightmare full of heartache and despair.

Take this blade slice my wrists
I can no longer handle this. . .

My life is a joke and my very whole being is the punch line..xx

Blind, broken, lost. God has forsaken me though he promised he never would.

Just when you think everything will be fine, your smile comes back and you can hear your own laughter.....he comes back.

Death is only a new begining...

I hate forever when it only lasts till tomorrow...

I never wanted anything more, never wanted anything less. Just wanted that perfect middle in-between. What I got was a smack in the face, An " I hate you, go away." I know what I felt was pain..

Laughter and smiles is what she's about, but tears and sadness is what she's hiding from.

I didn't build this wall to keep people out...but to see if you would climb over it.