We're falling apart at the seams,
And you don't realize it yet,
That all we have left is our phony dreams,
But you cling to your false hopes,
To you this all is a dream it seems,
But who am I to tell you to wake up?

I smile when im not happy. I laugh even though I really dont find it funny. I say Im fine when really everything is falling apart. I tell myself its all going to be fine even though I know its not. No wonder im confused.

If we all could live our life backwards would it have turned out the same?

If you could run so fast were would you run to?

if you where the nices person ever, how long would it take before you become mean?

The girl was silent
She made not a sound
And slowly the blood
It dripped to the ground...

'im just a shadow of your past."

Am i supposed to be happy; when all i ever wanted..it comes with a price?

It's the insane pain inside,
That makes you reach for the blade
The blade you've not seen in years,
all because one stupid person broke you in half.
Falling back into the pit of dispair,
Dripping blood each time i cry a tear.

Losing myself in the pain again...

Lost in my nightmare of despair