Deaths shadow is stalking me again
no running no hiding
i just sit waiting for him, and he waits for me
it seems i must suffer more before i can be free

I want to break my body to let the pain flow out
you ripped everything from inside me and replaced it with pain
a pain so unbreable that the only thing i want is to die

Finally the pain takes a hold of me, it has searched through my shields
the pain engulfs me, i can't with stand it

Maybe the angel of death is real.
I am calling for him,
And I know he's coming for me.

I lie to myself,
Because it's for the best.

We bid farewell,
But you don't know,
This could be our last goodbye.

And you thought it was painful to see your aunty cry.
what if i told you my story, i couldnt do anything and watched my mum die

To remember how it all was,
to remember his voice.
to remember how he hurt me,
inside and out.
i was left bleeding only to find out.
that i was pregnant to the guy who raped me.

I feel like I'm in the hospital losing my heartbeat begging the doctor not to shock me

Not all scars show
Not all wounds heal
You cant always see
The pain that I feel